yeah I don't think I'll ever be able to beat that feeling. I've been on hunts, or more like taken other people on hunts, and seen 5 bands killed. One of which was my brother who shot a banded green wing on his first hunt (Thanksgiving day) of the year in 2012. I was very excited for him but still disappointed at the same time. I was pretty special to finally get one after wanting one for so long.